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December 22nd, 2008
i just caved in.
first sip of sweeeet sweet alcohol since the 13th dec. gotta say that 8 days was more than i thought i'd last. jb sat an ice cold bottle of Asahi in front of me and proclaimed that not drinking doesnt make me a better person. which kinda makes a lot of sense. its being able to be a good person no matter what i'm consuming.
might as well finish the bottle!
i <3 beer
Current Mood: annoyed
December 16th, 2008
i am teh proud owner of my own business. well, at least an ABN number. :
from this day forward i am to be know as :
Its to cover a broad spectrum of ventures such as music, modelling , photography etc.
maybe even cupcakes.
Current Mood: accomplished
December 1st, 2008
stupidest country in the world at this point in time:
FUCKING THAILAND OPEN YOUR FUCKING AIRPORT. DON'T YOU REALISE HOW THIS IS GOING TO CRIPPLE YOUR TOURISM INDUSTRY, LOCAL ECONOMY THAT RELIES ON PEOPLE COMING THERE.
NOT TO MENTION THE FUCKING CHAOS THIS IS CAUSING THE TRAVEL INDUSTRY ALL OVER THE WORLD.
all FUCKING day we have had people calling and freaking out, and as their travel agents, we are meant to know the answer. but NOTHING has been put into place, except that the major airlines are offering full refunds on unused tickets. what about the people who have saved so hard, planned their trips for the whole year, booked hotels and tours and transfers. we know very little at this point except on the thai airways website 'the airport may be open by friday 05 dec' WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT???!!! IT MAY BE OPEN. MAY. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. get your SHIT TOGETHER THAILAND.
fuck their stupid king and him allowing this to happen.
its going to be a long, long week at work. fuck me if that airport does not reopen soon. my boss was ready to murder today, and she is usually the calmest person ever .
- end rant -
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Avenged Sevenfold
November 29th, 2008
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides.... :
so much shit going on inside my head but it feels like i am in the eye of the storm and something very bad is about to go down.
HAPPY 21ST LAUREL!!!
i am going to the city with the boy right now. will post more during the week. and some photos. i have some behind the scenes outtakes from shoot with my sister last week. hopefully some polished pics will be ready this week.
November 17th, 2008
i think i am in love with Robert Pattinson. He was so so so dreamy as Cedric Diggory in the goblet of fire, but in Twilight, he is so unbelievably beautiful as Edward the Vampire. Holy.Shit. I am dying for this movie to come out. I have just been watching all the trailers and teasers i can get my hands on. :
for those of you who don't know who I am talking about, or would simply appreciate some eye candy:
I totally yoinked this from poisongirll. I am home from work today, chucked a sickie. woe is me. read this and shower me with love and adoration. :) :
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
when i was really young I dreamed of being the first woman Prime Minister lol! but for as long as I could remember i wanted to be a police officer, then when i had surgery at 18 and the whole cop thing flew out the window, i thought i would focus more seriously on a music career. not to mention follow a dream of being famous, whether it be model or singer or whatevs. i AM gonna be famous. believe it!!!
03) What talent do you wish you had?
I wish i was more focused so i could fine tune my current talents of singing, writing, modelling etc. also wish i could play an instrument amazingly, like piano or guitar.
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Gin and tonic with muddled lime. but at the moment i'm really enjoying gin and tonic with cucumber. SO GOOD!!
05) Favorite fruit?
ripe watermelon, tasty mangoes, crispy seedless grapes. lots of tasty fruits!
06) What was the last book you read?
The Last Lecture - Randy Pausch
07) What zodiac sign are you?
Pisces *runs and hides*
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
at the moment my labret and small stretchers in each lobe, and both nipples, but i took one of them out recently to get it re-done which i havent gotten around to yet. and i have 2 small tattoos, a snowflake and a black cat, and i am getting my epic massive rib piece in the coming months yay!
09) Worst habit?
slothing around wasting precious time. also , cracking my neck.
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
i am gonna do what steve did, and reference this to candice as i copied the quiz off her. so yeah, i would defffffff give u a ride ;)
11) What is your favorite sport?
I played netball for 9 years, but not anymore. i enjoy gym activities but thats about it. i love watching the footy though (NRL not AFL!!)
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
I can be both, in extremes. getting better at being more optimistic. I'm a pisces though....
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Probbbbs talk and laugh and gossip, and hopefully one of us would be smart enough to have a stash of red wine on our person, then we would get blindingly drunk and probably remove clothing and make out lots. hopefully by this stage a hot fireman is there to rescue us, and he joins in ;-)
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
pretty sure having my spine ripped open and metal fused to the whole thing, and the subsequent recovery, was pretty shit. also suffering depression for a very long time, eating disorders, etc etc.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
i grew up as a full on born again christian, and alot of my best friends are still heavily involved in the church....
16) Do you have any pets?
my kitty Piper is up in Coolum at the parents house, so the only pet i had here was Nippy my hermit crab but he recently passed away :(
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
well good luck spontaneously getting to my front door. you need to get buzzed in twice and then goodluck remembering my apartment number haha.
18) What was your first impression of me?
"geez Beau has a hot sister..."
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
they have the potential to be both. i don't spend a lot of time thinking about them though.
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
damn, i have like 5 major things i'd change, but to pick just one... i think i'd like my skin tone to be more even, or my ears not to stick out!!
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
DEFINITELY your crime partner
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottled or tap water?
Bottled if possible. tap water tastes revolting, and now we're going to be mass-medicated by the evil powers that be
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
well after paying off my credit card i'd not be left with much, i'd prob help the man pay off some of his cards. *sigh* or i could just blow it all on a pair of Manolo Blahnik's and some awesome clothes. yessss sounds delicious
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
hangout, probably anywhere with good friends. i enjoy snitch on thursdays at the moment.
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
yes, but not in a spooky halloween type way, i think they're more a lingering presence that is not out to scare or cause trouble.
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Internet, singing, writing songs, modelling, drinking tea, reading magazines, stargazing, cranking the music and rockin out.
29) Do you swear a lot?
I definitely have my days where its fuck this fuck that
30) Biggest pet peeve?
ignorant people. dickheads. people who don't deserve what they have. just idiot people in general.
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. just lust. and u can definitely click with someone straight away. love doesnt come til later though.
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
I love seafood and delicious healthy snacks and canapes. realllllly dislike capsicum, ginger, coriander, pumpkin, sweet potato as far as flavours and vegies go, but i loathe processed foods that have no nutritional value. shit like vanilla sponge cake with pink icing and sprinkles. EWWW. also hate things full of fats and oils and artificial flavour. its like eating a bag of chemicals. no thanks!
34) Do you believe in God?
for 19 years of my life i was a massive believer. but as i've gotten older, made different friends, experienced life away from the church, i have an open mind and i am almost repulsed by the church. i understand it and know why they are the way they are, but i'm not sure i believe it anymore. i think heaven and hell are a metaphor, i think God is a metaphor. but i definitely think there is a higher power that created all this. i am not a believer of the big bang. definitely a creationist.
35) In one word, how would you describe me?
Current Mood: calm
November 15th, 2008
this is my new tiny robot necklace with springy arms and legs. i love him. he needs a name, any suggestions?
Current Music: justin timberlake !
November 14th, 2008
you know when you were a kid, and there were these vivid goals and dreams that you wanted, or things you wanted to experience, at some point in your life, and you'd spend hours fantasising about it, wondering if it would ever become a reality. things like going to paris, or marrying a prince, or having that dream house on the beach, or cracking the big time with your singing/acting/modelling career, being in magazines, becoming a famous world-renowned scientist, meeting the person you have idolised for ever... all these kind of things that you wanted so bad, it made you physically ache for it. and the thought of it actually happening would make you happy beyond anything else could ever make you. :
well i have just put the wheel in motion to get a few steps closer to one of those things i have wanted so incredibly badly for my entire life. I remember being an 8 yr old and dreaming of the day I would actually have it as a reality. I won't disclose anything at this stage as its still very early, but I just got off the phonecall that put the wheel in motion. Not even the boy knows yet. He knows its somethign i've wanted, but he doesn't know that I am now one step closer.
more details to come in about a month.
- K -
Current Mood: giddy
November 13th, 2008
cracked and limber:
our boss is away for the next few days, so sneakily the girls in the office have a secret routine when our boss Bec is away, we select which day we'd prefer to leave or arrive early/late. i chose this afternoon, as i had my chiropractic appt at 2:30, so i went to that and had the rest of the arv off. is great to just have a few extra hours.
i feel so good after seeing the chiro. she was amazing. i havent heard my lower back crack like that since before surgery. i didnt realise it could crack, but its not in the fused vertebrae, but man it feels soo much better, way less tightness. and my neck is still a little pinched but she did some adjustments and it felt instantly better. and it only cost me $19 instead of $80, woohoo for private health. then at 6pm i had my podiatrist appt, and had all these assessments and i need some hardcore orthodics which are going to cost $375. but with private health i should get them for $128. not too shabby. plus i also gotta buy some shoes that i can wear everyday that will fit the orthodics. prob spend about $150 on a good pair of Kumfs or some equally as lame looking shoes. i am seriously sacrificing fashion so that my body isnt in so much agony. *shakes fist at the universe*.
i am heading out to Snitch tonight, hope it will be fun. I have been getting back into that scene alot more in the past few months, my bestie Beth works at Rosie's, and we go to Snitch together alot. its cool because its younger people and i know tons of associated ppl so its quite easy to make new friends, or just talk to randoms. i mean, don't get me wrong, i love the goth scene, its the first scene i ever really got into, but i've always been so versatile and such an image chameleon. i love to go with the flow and not box myself in. there's a lot of things i loathe about the goth scene, and alot of things i loathe about the hardcore music scene. specifically pretentious fuckwits that act superior and look down on pepole who aren't as scene as them, who don't know as much as they do about certain genres of music etc. you get my drift. i love the fashions of both scenes too. the goth scene can be a little bit dramatic as far as clothing that you'd want to be able to wear day and night. so my wardrobe is quite mixed. i have my corporate office stuff from when i was a receptionist. i have my cute little dresses and accessories i wear to my hardcore things, i have my lacey, tulle, satin, corseted, pvc, fishnet etc items that i wear to goth type things. i think i almost had an itentity crisis earlier this year. i thought perhaps i am nothing, but try to be everything and fool no one. see what i mean? i think i figured out that it doesnt matter what i wear, who i am with, where i go, what music i listen to, what others think of me. all that matters is that i am having fun and staying true to myself and not try to please anyone or pretend to be something that i am not.
i might go have a shower or takke a nap. i love the rain. i love being comfy. i love life :)
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Curve